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so its time for my yearly entry
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| 2006 in retrospect: |
[13 Jan 2007|02:50pm] |
started year in shitty basement suite
moved to nice house suite with hardwood floors and claw foot bathtub.
meet new people.
fall deeply for one such friend.
drunkenly reveal my feelings only to be rejected.
lose new friends after i was lied to horribly and react badly
get a boyfriend
boyfriend turns out to be a huge chickenshit slut.
break up with boyfriend.
alone.
make up with friends
one of friends is moving in as roommate.
the end.
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[30 Nov 2006|08:42pm] |
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just.... fuck.
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| bitch please? |
[31 Aug 2006|10:20pm] |
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Nevermore - Never Purify |
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I finally went to work today. I figure yeah, money would be nice and all. Plus I didn't get into any trouble for missing 2 days in a row! I'm cool like that, I guess. It was good to go back. Me and Tanya and Tanya always have a good time. Today it wasthrowing pennies when we were supposed to be working. Hey it helps the day go by. Then I came home and watched a movie and then fell asleep cause i suck like that.
my goal this weekend is to get groceries. and keep my kitchen clean. which should be interesting cause russ is a slob in the kitchen. but i basically eat out every day at like subway and stuff, which is stealing my money! so yeah, i'll make my lunches and stuff. wish me luck!
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[29 Aug 2006|09:11pm] |
I didn't go to work today. I'm a baaaaaad person. I woke up this morning and just couldn't do it. so i called in. yeah. thats 14 days this year. :(
didn't do much either. Just a three day weekend i guess. anyhow im gonna go watch a movie now, Pirates of the Caribbean 2. bye!
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| hello |
[28 Aug 2006|09:43pm] |
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so my mom came to visit me today. it was cool cause its been forever since we've hung out and she's only seen my place once. We went out for lunch, then took an hour and a half walk around the lake here. It was cool and something to do! Then we went out for supper. Then she left.
Mondays are boring.
I also need a haircut. I'm back to parting it again, ugh. And the purple lasted like 2 weeks :( DAMN YOU 70 DOLLAR HAIR JOB. I dunno what color to get next though, I'm thinking of getting two colors. Maybe blue and something. I'm just that awesome.
Anyhow I'm doing laundry now, and have to go back to work tomorrow. That sucks because work sucks on tuesdays cause im still like wow its the weekend I wanna have fun.
bye!
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| Why do I have such a problem writing in these? |
[27 Aug 2006|04:20pm] |
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I suddenly had an urge to make an entry. Why? who knows. A lot going on now so just wanted to have it written down or something like that. Who knows!
Anyhow, I'm still working for Cingular Wireless, and I'm pretty apathetic towards this job. I've been late for it 24 times this year and have called in sick 13, and i've only had one verbal warning about it. The policies are pretty crap, and I pretty much do what I feel like anyhow. I know how to get around things too - I hang up on people maybe 3/4 times per day and never get caught, and I abuse the system quite a bit. Yet I'm always one of the top 100 employees (there's about 900 people who work there). I feel like I'm ready for something new, but yet I'm afraid that if I leave my current one and get a new one, I'll hate it. This one pays pretty good too so who knows.
My living situation right now is alright. I've got a roommate named Russ who is pretty sweet. Big tall scary looking fucker who is one of the most down to earth people I know. We get along pretty good except when it comes to housecleaning. Goddamn fucking dishes ahhhhh. I also have a cat named Isis who is a pretty kickass cat. I'm supposed to be housecleaning right now but instead I'm writing in this.
Anyhow, even though I say this all the fucking time I'm totally gonna try and update this some more. Also I giggle whenever I read over my 2001 entries when I was an emo little 17 year old fuck. ^_^
bye!
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[04 Jul 2006|05:45pm] |
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The Ultimos (5:44:38 PM): NETMAN MAKE A LIVEJOURNAL POST
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| well |
[08 Apr 2006|07:48pm] |
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I'm a horrible livejournalist. I haven't updated in a year!
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| UUUUGGGGGHhhhhhhhhhhhh |
[05 Apr 2005|10:25pm] |
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I feel absolutely disgusting right now.
Yes thats right, I finally got around to cleaning that horrible excuse of a bathroom.
See, let me explain something. The bathroom for this apartment is not connected to it. I have to leave my apartment, head out into the basement, then use it there. To make matters worse, when I moved here last november, it wasn't cleaned before I moved in! Double gross. So I made it a point to always ALWAYS wear some type of shoes in there. Oh sure from time to time I cleaned the toilet and shower, but it was still disgusting in there.
Up until tonight, when I spent an hour and a half making that sumbitch SHINE. I went through an entire roll of paper towels just getting it cleaned. Wow. Although just to be safe im still always going to wear some type of footwear in there. You never know whats crawling around..
I also didn't work today! They gave VTO so i went there, then went home right away. I was pretty excited about it, as I just wasnt in the mood to work. And I did get a lot accomplished today, so I'm happy.
I also woke up to knocking on my door today. I was like "wtf?" and fell back asleep for a few minutes, then got up and did whatever. Then I'm in my living room on the computer, and my door OPENS, and there's a policeman standing out there. He asks for some guy named Shawn, I was like "wtf?". Yeah there's another suite down here where some dude named Shawn lives, only he is never here because i have yet to see him. Sooo I told the cop where the other suite was, and he apologized for just opening my door like that.
...I need to move.
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| I'm having an odd night |
[04 Apr 2005|11:48pm] |
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I really have a desire to just... VENT and ramble on and on. Maybe I'll even update this regularly I dunno.
Work is going good. I'm doing much better than I ever expected I would at it in training. It's surprising to be one of the people at that place who are actually doing good. Although, talking to dumb americans all day about cell phones will never be good, but anyways. This job isnt that great for the social life. Working 3:30 - 12:00 everyday leaves me with little time to do things at night, and everyoen I know goes to school or works days. Luckily the people on my team are so awesome though, so every day at work is like hanging out with friends, and I can safely say there's only one person on my team I actually dislike. (So does everybody else!)
I need to move out of my apartment soon. The people who live upstairs are slowly driving me insane. They yell, scream, play looooouuuudddd christian country twangy music at all hours of the day, and just generally act obnoxious all the time. Plus I live in a.. really scary part of town where its not safe to walk at night. So yeah, I need to move.
I also need to get my car fixed, my license renewed, my SIN and Health cards replaced, paying off some bills, etc etc. All in due time though.
Thats it for now. maybe i'll be back in a few days!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| stupid quiz |
[22 Mar 2005|12:03am] |
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I got this from Sarah, and its here cause i filled it out about her. DO IT SARAH!!
WOULD YOU:
» Be my friend?:
» Keep a secret if I told you one?:
» Hold my hand?:
» Give me a hug?
» Give me $900 bucks? Cause I could really use it...
» Take a bullet for me?:
» Keep in touch?:
» Try and solve my problems?:
» Love me?:
» Date me?:
» Not be a stupid twat while dating me?
» Shut the fuck up, grin and bare it when I'm playing video games?
HAVE YOU EVER:
» Lied to make me feel better?
» Wanted to kiss me?
» Wanted to have sex with me?
» Eventually had sex with me only to horrifically realise how boring and dissapointing I am in bed?
» Wanted to kill me?
» Broke my heart?
» Kept something important from me?
» Thought I was unbearably annoying?
» Made love to me?
DO YOU KNOW:
» My hair colour?
» My eye colour?
» My favorite colour?
» My favorite animal?
» My fucking name? SAY IT BITCH.
AND MORE
» Who are you?
» Are we friends?
» When and how did we meet?
» Describe me in one word.
» K, now actually describe me in detail, feel free to concentrate on how awesome I am?
» What was your first impression?
» Do you still think that way about me now?
» What reminds you of me?
» If you could give me anything what would it be?
» How well do you know me?
» When's the last time you saw me?
» Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
» What would you do in the dark with me?
» Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?
» Why is everyone so fucking lame but me?
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| Feeling Weird.. |
[06 Dec 2004|09:44pm] |
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So I don't update this nearly as much as I should, but I found out some news tonight that has given me some weird thoughts about life.
A few days ago my dad was killed in a car accident.
I never knew him, though. Never met him once, so I'm not really sad or anything. But yet I still feel this sense of loss. I would have enjoyed meeting him one day. Would have enjoyed seeing if I was similar at all in looks or personality, or things like that. So many questions are rushing to my head right now. Would he like me? Would he be proud of me? Would he have rejected me? Would he even care?
I'll never know now. So yeah, just an odd sense of loss tonight, and I had to get stuff out of me and into writing, so I've come back to you, faithful livejournal.
Odd sense of loss..
Doug Mills, RIP. Whoever you were
omg angst
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| Update |
[29 Jun 2004|12:33am] |
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Hi.
Bored out of my mind again, but I WATERED THE FLOWERS TODAY HOLY SHIT.
Also got my paycheck from my 3 day adventure as a construction worker.
260 isnt that bad for 3 days of work.
So this week is my "GET SERIOUS ABOUT FINDING A JOB" week. And I mean it this time.
Really, I do.
6 months to go :(
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| UPDATES ARE FUNNNNN |
[14 Jun 2004|06:25pm] |
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So, its what
4 months since I updated? Ah well. NOTHING EXCITING HAS HAPPENED ANYWAY. Finished another year of University, met a lot of people and had so very many great times. Unfortunately though I need to take a semester off, so that means I get to live at home for the next few months. Such idiots at student loans.
Speaking of idiots.
Nuff said.
Haven't been up to much lately. Doing the ol' job search. I actually had a job for 3 days, but it was terrible and I learned that I am not meant to be a construction worker. At all. And they could tell, because they fired me. It didn't bother me though, because I was actually going to quit that day as well. So no loss, and I made a couple hundred $$$.
I'm attempting to grow my hair long again, although the keyword is attempting, as im not sure if I need short hair for a job or whatever. I HOPE NOT.
Just beat final fantasy 6 last night, which was a long time in coming, especially after I levelled everyone up to 99 like the loser I am.
ANYWAYS, that's it, I'm out to be back soon for ANOTHER EXCITING UPDATE
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[23 Feb 2004|01:19am] |
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Fool just another
fool just another
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I've been waiting
for signs of god
create- enslaved- behaved-
everything is out of control
Leave me alone
isolation bears hope
there's something else waiting
a promised destiny
freezing me
I feel restless and low
these days full of sadness
had joyfully changed
into fear
My freakshow will start tonight
don't miss the right time
Ref.:
Bright eyes
blinded by fear of life
no Merlin is by my side
everything is out of control
everything is out of control
in my future plans
everything is out of control
noone's left to hurt
everything is out of control
sorrow's gone away
Broken memories
walking upstairs
step by step
I see the whole world burning
the poet dies in Neverland
how it burns
Hey, mother stubborn
I really hate you
if you say yes I will say no
ashes to ashes
but dust won't be dust
if you go there
I will go back
Ref.:
Bright eyes
blinded by fear of life
betrayed by sunrise
bright eyes
blinded by fear of life
no Merlin is by my side
Hey, father stubborn
you're ying
and I'm young
I feel alone
who really cares
Born into ashes
to lose all the games
with a smiling face
Ref.:
Bright eyes
blinded by fear of life
and dark dragons rise
bright eyes
blinded by fear of life
no Merlin is by my side
So I sit still in my room, today
winter's here
in summer's season
shall I say
I was wrong
if I'm right
farewell to my last hope
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Awesome song. Never really read much into the lyrics, But tonight found out it's about a Blind Boy who hates his blindness and when people try to help him, and falls back on his hopes and dreams.
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| Hi |
[18 Feb 2004|09:54pm] |
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Pretty boring day today. Set my alarm for 10:00. Got up at 12:00. Then I played some Final Fantasy IX, and hung out with some friends. And SURPRISE SURPRISE THEY SERVED BEEF AT THE CAFETERIA TODAY. TWICE DHFSDFHSDF. I now hate cows for existing and having meat that people like.
Not sure when I'm gonna meet Andy to work on this stupid play. Hopefully soon, and hopefully we both show up.
I also need to get a haircut. And I kinda miss my long hair. A bit. oh well.
Bye ^_^
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Dah
So I got up at 10:00 am today because I had to meet someone at 1:00 for some theatre shit or whatever. And if you know me, you know I'm a sleep-in freak. Sooooo I walk over to the Riddell Center and wait. And wait. AND WAIT SOME MORE. This is at 1:00 btw. I was on time >:O. But he wasn't. Sooooo after waiting I went to the campus bar for a bit (5 steps away, yo) and sat with some friends there for a bit. Then went and waited some more. And he didn't show up. Soooooo basically it was a waste.
Have to do laundry later, and if they serve beef in the cafeteria again I'll start a REVOLUTION.
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